This will be my last Christmas that I will spend with you
I’m going up to the stars I don’t know what I will do
I’ve been ill for along time and I’ve gone through a lot of pain
But I will spend this final Christmas with you, even if it rains
I almost forgot what it was like to smile
Because I haven’t done a real one in a while
The smile you see I’m always faking
That heart you see was almost breaking
Can you remember the day you left me?
I will always remember that little disagree
Thats was the beginning of the end
I wasnt just losing a lover I was losing a friend
I never gave you a second glace in till the 14th of May
I never even thought about you till your 16th birthday
When I first met you were 10 and I was 12,
Your brother was my best friend
I’m sorry for the tears I made you cry
I’m sorry I had to say goodbye
I’m sorry for the way I broke your heart
I’m sorry we never should have gone out from the start
When I first saw you my heart was scared
Those sparkly blue eyes and gorgeous blonde hair
The only reason we met was because of a dare
When my mate came over and singed your hair
I never thought this would happen to me
Losing the one person I love that now I will never see
An angel came for you that day
And all your pain was taken away
I no since we were married its been tough
But to me 50 years is not enough
I can remember the day you said I do
I remember it well because I said it with you
The night is long when you’re not near me
All I hear is the wind blowing that old tree
I'm lying in bed just thinking of you
Thinking of the day when you say I do
I never thought you would become I'll
You told me ages ago and I'm crying still
I no everything is going to be ok but, I don't know what to do
No matter what happens I'll be bye your side, always with you
On Valentines Day I was a lad of broken hearts
But then I saw you, my heart has been pierced with cupids darts
I new you would be going to the Valentines Day dance
I can't think of none else my heart is in a trance
Sitting in my room looking at the photographs
It sometimes makes me cry but sometimes makes me laugh
What happened to us, why did it all have to start?
Why do I have to go alone why did we fall apart
Everyone was asking me what I want for Christmas
And I just smiled and said "it’s none of your business"
I sat at home writing my Christmas letter like I always do
But this year is different the only thing I want is you
Have you ever seen such a beautiful night?
I’m wish on the star that’s shinning so bright
I’m wishing that me and you will one day meet
The one who will love me for me, make my heart skip a beat
I tried to hide my feelings for so long
Because I thought loving you was so wrong
I can’t fight what I feel any longer
What started out as friendship has got stronger?
I couldn’t live without you
Kayleigh our love is so true
I love you so much in my heart you will always be
All the love in the world couldn’t replace you and me
If I had to live my life without you
Crying all day and all night is what I would do
My love for you is the most precious thing on earth
Like our first kiss or our child’s birth