She looks at them so in love and there’s only one thing that she can think of.
Her true love that set her free, the love she thought was meant to be.
She looks at them hug and kiss, only two of the many things that are deeply missed.
The smell of his
She looks in the mirror and what does she see?
A broken girl whose been hurt deeply.
Her smile has disappeared,
And her heart and soul has become so fragile and sheer.
I’m lost in a place that is nowhere to be found,
A place where I always seem to fall to the ground.
I’m lost in a place full of feelings that cannot be expressed,
A place where it seems my best is never my best.
I'm feeling real empty, I’m feeling real sad, I thought you were an angel sent to me, you were once all I had. Now I sit here alone in my room, remembering times when we spent together, staring at the moon, and thinking that we'd last forever.
This is a story that is kind of too good to be true at first. It's about a cheerleader and a football player. They were on the bus home from a game one night. It was their first game and they had just won against their biggest rival.
Let's go back to first grade when everyone acted like a child.
Things are different things are more wild.
One day we're fine and the next we fight.
It just seems we can't do anything right.
You asked me if I loved you I said I didn't know.
Everytime it was time for me to leave I didn't want to go.
I thought you had feelings for me like I had for you.
You knew all the pain I have been through.
I sit by you each day and think of the things we did. We were never a couple or anything more than friends. We have nights full of great times. I liked you and you said you liked me. But you had a girlfriend and that got in the way. I was still in love but I set that aside.
You came back into my life without any sign. We have a love that is very divine. Nobody will think this will work out. But they don't know what we're all about. Finally I am happy again. And I feel great within. You know me and my love is oh so real.
I remember the exact day you told me to call you. We were coming home from a football game (which we won). You told me come over there in the seat in front of you. And I did. You told me that you liked me and you wanted me to call you. So I did. From that day on I did whatever you wanted me to.
Here it comes again. I assume that it will be pain just like always. But once again I think it'll be different this time. I though that the other times too. You've been putting me through this for over a year now and I don't know what to believe. You're graduating this year.
You've played with my heart for way too long.
You've talked and treated me wrong.
It seemed everything started out so great.
I thought maybe we were brought together by fate.
I'm lost here in this dark world. Hiding behind my mask so that no one will know. They say don't live in the pasy but I just can't let it go. There's been too much pain in 15 years of life. So many times I have wanted to pick up that knife. It seems like no one ever understands me.
I remember the day I got the phone call that you had died. Everything was going good that day. I had just went shopping. Me and my sister were setting up in her room that night and she saw a number on the caller ID and asked me if I knew who it was.
I see you in the hallway and put my head down. I know you secretly look at me but that's okay because I secretly look at you too. I will never admit to anyone ever again that I still think of you.
But you know what? I'm okay. I really am.
I've finally moved on because I don't care. No longer will you take advantage of my heart. It's taken me over a year to see that I deserve so much better but I have. I have finally opened my eyes and seen the light. All you did was put me through pain. You never cared about me.