Many people see what I seem to be but only some know who I am. Most of the people that sorround me think I can face anything that I fear nothing. Through the years I have learned how to hide my true self.
I'm convincing myself, yes I'll find someone new.
I won't be alone and I won't be with you.
You're waiting for me to come back to your side but no,
Not this time.
It's hard to hold on to something that you know would never be yours in anyway you think of. You just have to learn and let go, face the fact that while good things never last, some don't even start.
The last time my heart was broken
I thought it was through. That's it!
I will never love again and I believed that it was true.
But then you walked into my life and your eyes met mine,
When I woke this morning and remembered we would be apart, I almost stayed in bed. I should have.
Everywhere I go, I see lovers hand in hand, laughing, cuddling and I feel sad that I'm not in your arms where I belong.
Lately, I've been thinking a lot of things. I intend to shiver everytime I feel your drifting away from me. I feel so afraid thinking you'll be gone by my side. I keep on imagining you'll leave me.
I'am a hopeless romantic. I believe that everybody is destined to be with someone. We need to find that other half to make us complete. But I also believe that we should not search for love. We let love find us that's why it's called falling in love because we don't actually force ourselves to fall, it just happens.
When you love someone you must not expect anything in return for if you do you're not loving but investing. If you love you must accept pain. If you expect happiness your not loving but using.
I do believe in that, because I believe that the heart is a fragile thing - break it once and it may never recover at all.
Remember that all healed wounds leave marks behind. Scars that will always be a reminder of the pain one has suffered.
When we get hurt, it is one way God is telling us that not all that's painful is bad or wrong. We get hurt so we'd never hurt others the way we were hurt.
In love never put yourself in a situation where you're not sure beacuse you're in a person's life. Never assume, never expect so that if they choose to drop you, you still have enough strenght to move on.
Never expect love to be always at its best because if you do you'll never appreciate it's existence. Remember that there will always be one true love for you to have and hold...it may not be the one you expected but it's the one you deserve.
When love is lost do not bow your head in sadness and look at the ground. Instead keep your head up high and gave into the heavens, for this is where your broken heart has been sent to heal.
Never lose hope in the person you choose to love...Even he would always be the reason why your heart ache, who cares? He'd still be the reason why your heart beat.