Today I felt my soul slipping away
I knew it was happening I felt the decay
I whispered to myself "it will all be over soon"
But I knew I had to keep going I knew what I had to do
Let the blade slit along side your vein
Taking out the sorrow, leaving you with pain
Feel the darkness seep deep into your skin
Create a picture from the emptiness within
I was hoping the words would just fall into place
Leaving us with the truth, no time to waste
But the more I thought the worst it got
You’ve screwed me up, like it or not
The words I wanted to right didn't fall in place
The thoughts I tried to convey were all over the place
I sit here wondering if life was meant to be this way
With thoughts unsaid and nothing more to say
I venture down the darker side of black
I run away from reality, never to look back
My wrists are just the symbol of my pain
The infinate strokes, my blood drenched lane
Living in fear of the darkness that awaits me
Living in fear of what my eyes might see
Living in fear of the hole in my heart
Living in fear incase you tear it apart
The blue butterfly circled around their heads
The blue butterfly showed them where to go
They stood back scared of life and adventures
They missed out on a life they'll never know