You see there's thig guy that I love but I pushed him away because I was going through a really hard time but I didn't want to lose him for good. This guy is my first real love and I don't want another love becaue he is everything to me.
Why do I have to feel this way inside,
Everyday I wish that I could just vanish and hide,
I keep this brave face on to not make a fuss,
I'm sick of been the one that kicks up all the dust,
To me you are an angel from heaven up above,
Someone God has sent down to this earth for me to always love,
We've been through too much together to just let this be,
We wouldn't have lasted this long after everything if you weren't right for me.
How can you be so close but yet seem so far away,
I'm sorry for what I did, I regret it everyday,
They were only a few mistakes that I'm very sorry for,
And even though you said you cared you could still walk out that door,
I don't understand what I did wrong,
We were going so good and going so strong,
I thought I was the perfect girl,
You told me I was because of all the things I do,
I'm flattered by what you say to me,
It's like you're the one, it's meant to be,
I know we haven't been together too long,
It's just my feelings for you are incredibly strong,
I need to say a few simple things,
About the way that you are and the joy that you bring,
It's nice to know that you are here for me,
And now I am finally starting to see,
I didn't ever think I would find someone like you,
You're so nice, so caring, so loving and true,
Whenever you're near I feel happy and safe,
Even when sad you sneak a smile on my face,
Everything started out so great,
We had so much in common, perfect mates,
But somehow, somewhere, something went wrong,
Maybe the relationship was getting too long,