How do you expect me to trust you all the way,
if you keep thinking I'm cheating everyday?
You're starting to act like all the rest,
and I really think I need to get this off my chest.
I'm sitting in my internal lair, thinking life's not fair.
I sit here and cry, wondering when I'm finally gonna die.
I feel so alone, and like I'm made of stone.
I don't want to be here, to be near.
You all call me stupid, but if you only knew.
Everyone thinks I need help, but they know like this they've never felt.
I'm holding on, but not for long.
I'll let go soon, probably before the next full moon.
I'm trying to find the light, but it just seems like night.
I'm not gonna be ok I realized, no matter how hard anyone tries.
They can do everything, but I will never feel anything.
No one knows me and I really just want to flee.
Nothing's the same, and I'm then one to blame.
You all look at me, thinking I'm free, but you don't know me, so why don't you let me be.
I'm broke down, crying, a mess, yet all I get is stress.
I thought you were different, but now I need to vent.
Express my anger, because I'm in danger.
I can't cope, and I feel there's no hope.
They're deep and long, they look so wrong.
I'm sitting here, not having cheer.
I'm crushed, and life just sucks.
I've been in love, so happy and free, but then I turn back into me.
Every guy just makes me cry.
I feel out of place, and it's a disgrace.
I don't belong, and it feels wrong.
I don't fit in, and it will never come to an end.
I'm not fun to be around, I bring everyone down.
She wonders how she gets through life each day.
Her heart is heavy with sorrow, pain, and hurt.
It's broken into a million little pieces that can never be placed together again.
She sits crying, thinking what life is really about.
Sometimes she feels it isn't worth it.
There's too much pain and sadness and heartache.
One moment of happiness brings her 10 minutes of sorrow.
I can't be doing this.
I can't be falling in love with you.
I barely even know you.
If I fall for you, how do I know you love me the same way I love you?
It sucks how you think you can't trust me anymore.
It sucks how you think I'm always going to be a failure.
It sucks how you've always thought I was a failure.
It sucks how no matter how hard I try,