its been a mad few months..i saw you that night and i wanted so badly to be with you!it was crazy cuz i didnt know u i guess i jus felt sumfin! we got together and i believed it was fate,i felt so comfortable so assured i thought it was my time to be happy,then i find out im pregnant..so soon..i was so scared but u seemed pleased i  honestly believed this was it..but i got it wrong again.now im alone im pregnant and im so scared.i dont know how to deal with this hurt or pain.and u have just dissapeared.where are u?what happend to my lovely james?the one who told me we could do anythin togrther?u seem so lost i just want u 2 come home cuz i miss u..and im so full of sadness..im scared james.so very scared.