 | the darkness surrounding my heart is slowly seeping through the wall that was once your love. My heart is torn between two evils: being forever tainted by darkness, or forever loving you. I don't want to give up on what could be, don't want to succumb to the darkness within, but i'm so tired of waiting for you to choose; is it me you want, or her? do you really love her, or is it just a game?
The darkness within me is trying to show; with the constant sorrow i feel, and the tears welling in my eyes. I talk about how I'm over you, how i don't care for you, but that's not really true; I love you more than I'll ever admit, love you more than i'll ever show. My friend all laugh, and call me crazy, saying that I should move on. But they'll never see the inner battle raging in my heart and soul.
The darkness within is slowly winning; my heart is being covered in a blanket of darkness. How could i ever love again, how could i ever love another more than you? I cry out, wanting to be heard, but no one hears; No one sees the pain I'm going through, No one hears my cries, no one sees my tears. Does anyone even care?
The darkness within. . . . .
The darkness slowly showing. . . .
The darkness slowly winning. . . . |  |