Tearing out my own heart
I'm afraid to feel anymore
I reach it to you for I know
You were the first who I fell for
My lips quiver and the tears leak
I stumble on my feet and fall
I knew I should have stopped
When my emotions were feeling raw
I kept playing this silly game
Thinking I would win
Maybe that was one
Of my many greatest sins
My soul grown dark and lonely
My mind shattered from depression
My eyes bleeding tears of hopelessness
Living through this is out of the question
I played innocent for so long
Living with my lips pierced together
Watching myself fall apart day by day
Watching my heart begin to wither