my life is pain every where i go i bring pain pain to my family pain to my friends pain to myself at least when i cut i control the pain the pain feels so good the pain feels so rite im use to the pain it doesent even hurt any more i guess i cant call it pain then so its fake bliss bliss comes when i pick up that blade bliss comes when my skin splits wide open bliss is the feelig i get when i think i might get caught pain/bliss i cant tell the diffrence no matter what it is pain or bliss it feels good........it feels rite