im in school rite now crying..tears rollin down my face...thinkin of the love i have for the man i had to reveal the truth to. wen we met i didnt think we would be ne thing so i lied about my age. 8 in a half months went by n i had to tell him my real age. Remember dis boy is my everything...i've given everything to him...i shared my first times in ne thing n everything wit him. he loved me to death n he made promises to me he would neva break up wit me... he told me he loved me n i even almost let him get me pregnant. all because of love. but i couldnt see him as much cus he kept gettin in trouble with da police... im 15 n my names ashley he's 19 n his names kal... he lives in detroit.. i love him to death n i kno he knows tht but after i told him he didnt wnt to get in trouble. so we split up n it hurts so damn bad cus we were meant to b togetha but i'll probably never see my luv again... everynite i lay in bed in cry...cry ova the love i'll never experience again...it won't b da same with ne one else but i have to move on... it jus hurts so bad cus if i let it cross my mind i cry n hurt so badly i cnt even explain... i rly need sum advise...i mean i dnt kno were to turn... i mean i feel like i anit got no family like da onli family i got is my surenos but i dnt wnna go tht route...u kno gangsta love hurts so bad i jus dnt kno wut to do pls. if your readin dis gimme sum advise..... cus im hurtin so badly n i need him in my life , but i found out he's movin soon...i feel so bad cus i lied but at da same time i dnt wnna loose him in my life...wut should i do...