I'm bound by blood
not yours but mine
I strangle on my own breath
I've found myself in another bind
I can't cry, I can't scream
I have to be strong
I have to do everything right
I can't do wrong
I find shelter in this hollow place
this place I call home
the place I should love
the place where I'm alone
I retreat to my "room"
I find my old familiar friend
I know it will never leave me
It'll be there till the end
The crimson stained metal
with so many story's to tell
of how we came to meet
how it releases me from my cell
How it slowly slides across my wrist
how it makes me smile
I know this isn't right I know I shouldn't
But I need relief for awhile
with this one last slice
going deeper with this old knife
I smile as I lie on the old hardwood floor
with my delicate skin torn