I once met the sweetest girl that ever walked the face of the earth

So young, tender, playful and innocent

She captured my heart the very first time I laid mine eyes on her

It was love at first glance just like in the movies

Before I even knew what hit me, I fell for her and fell hard

I was privileged to win her heart, soul and body

I would drive for miles and miles to be with her

For she lived so far away

But what is distance when you truly in love

Time seem to fly by each time I was in her company

For a while I was living in heaven every moment I was with her

She showed me love like I have never felt before

The passionate between us was so raw, so intense, and so natural

She was the light that shone through my darkest night

She made me feel like a king each time she was by my side

She made me feel like I could do the impossible

She made me feel like I could never lose with her by my side

She became a source of all my happiness and fulfillment

Her kiss was guaranteed to bring me back to life from the jaws of death

Her touch sent shivers down my spine each time she caressed me

With her, it was as good as it gets

I used to take her to the most romantic and finest places

I would take her on long romantic drives whichever direction the wind blew us

And just bask in each other’s presence

Every Friday night was our night out to the movies

Every Saturday I would drive her into town to get her nails done and her hair did

We would get drunk together and smoke weed till we got so high

In the high state we would make the most passionate love

And did not give a fuck about the world

We spent each minute of the day in each other’s company

We bathed together, cooked together, ate together, did the dishes together

We even fell sick together and healed together

Even in the car we were inseparable as we shared the driver’s seat with ease

Hand in hand we used to walk blissfully

Every night in my arms she slept so peaceful and serene

In my dreams she had the starring role

In her presence I was the happiest man on earth

In her presence I felt like a real man

For as long as it lasted

We dreamt the same dream, and wished on the same star

My pain was her pain

My pleasure was her pleasure

My success was her success

My failure was her failure

Everything I did then, I only did it for her if not with her

I sacrificed my all, emotionally and physically to make her happy

I fought her battles

I shared her painful moments in life

She could never do any wrong in mine eyes

She was my love angel, a gift from god to me

With her in my life I could be true to myself,

I could be who I am without fear of rebuke or rejection

She accepted me for who I was and I likewise took her in my heart without scrutiny

For once in my life I had finally found someone who loved me

Someone who made me whole again

Her love comforted me like sunshine after the rain

All good things must come to an end,

I once heard someone sing in a sad love song

In the midst of all the bliss, I lost my beloved

Suddenly and without warning my beloved died

She died not in flesh but in soul

A dark force choked her spirit and replaced it with a demon queen’s

It corrupted her mind with wicked intensions

Her love changed to pride

Her smile turned into a frown

Her kiss became her bite

Her loyalty turned into backstabbing and cheating

Suddenly I was not good enough for her

Suddenly I was no longer the love of her life

Suddenly I was no longer the source of her happiness

Suddenly I became her worst enemy

I could not help but watch as my beloved slipped into darkness

I tried my best to help her fight off the transformation,

But it’s a battle that I lost

All the love and life in her eyes is now gone replaced with hate and malice

Like a zombie she now walks the earth forever cursed and damned

Her only mission now is to rip hearts, destroy lives and spread malice

Now she has no conscience for all the evil she does

She feels no remorse for all the wrong she does

She has become so selfish and self-absorbed to the whole world

Masquerading and deceiving is now her passion

Sometimes I think I see flashes of my old lover in her eyes

But I realize it’s just the devil having fun at my expenses,

Teasing me with bitter sweet memories of a reality that’s now beyond reach

Reminding me of what I lost and can never have back

Why does the devil torment me so? Why does he rejoice in my pain and sorrow?

Sometimes I think it’s all just a dream and I am going to wake up next to my beloved

And everything will be back to normal

But the nightmare continues

Not a day passes by that I do not blame myself

Blame myself for letting her soul drift into oblivion

I could have saved her if I had tried a little harder

Today she would be by my side, smiling at me and laughing with me

How I miss her enchanting smile

How I miss her melodious laugh

How I miss her touch and kiss that used to send shivers down my spine

How I miss her presence in my life

How I miss her loving me endlessly

She was my friend, my sister, my mother, my lover, my angel

And my every women

Everyday I am lost without her love

Life for me is not the same anymore

I was so used to being next to her

Gone too soon like a climax

Never even had the chance to say goodbye

Although her possessed body still walks the earth

Her loving spirit is forever gone replaced by evil

Her pure soul now exist only in my memory and imagination

I tried my best to look past the evil that replaced the love in her heart

But I got burned and heartbroken before I realized that my lover is no longer herself

I was left helpless like a man whose lover has just been bitten by a vampire

While she remains the same in body, her spirit has been corrupted and compromised

And her soul now belongs to the devil

I truly miss my beloved

All I am left with are just memories of the good times we had

The good moments that I will always carry in my heart

Never in a million years did I ever imagine that love can be lost

Till the day I lost hers.

Each night before I lay me down to sleep

I pray to the good lord above

To grant me just one wish before I die

I wish that I just for one moment I be reunited with my lost love

So that once again I can know what it feels like to be happy

What it feels like to be content.

What it feels to love and be loved back a thousand times more

If I could just turn back the hands of time

And be reunited in love, in happiness

As hard as it is, I will try to move on

After the rain there is always sunshine

They say time is the greatest healer

So with time I hope I will overcome my great loss

But will I ever find someone as special?

Will I ever find someone sweeter?

Will I ever find someone more beautiful?

Will I ever find someone more loving?

Will I ever find someone to come rescue me and take away my burden?

I have to be optimistic as I am sure only time will tell

But for now I will keep my faith in love

I will not give up on love, even though love has been so unkind to me

But for now let me mourn my fallen love and hope for a better tomorrow

Hoping that what the lord takes away, he replaces with something even better.