while im lying
here in my bed
im thinking
bout the memories we shared

the memories that i will surely treasured
sweet nothings that you kept on whispering
the songs that you aLways sung
and the way you said i Love you

i love you so much
i have given everything you ask for
i did everything you want
that's how much i love you

im not asking for your fidelity
all i want is is your honesty
honest enough to say
that you fall out of love with me

im really shocked
when i heard the news that your getting married?
i even ask myself..
"who is the Lucky girL?, me?"

i was shocked even more
when i heard that the girl is pregnant
i imagine
i am your girlfriend
but your getting married to someone i don't know..

now i wanted to cry
but i just can't ry
i don't know
maybe im not really good in showing emotions

im writing this now
owning a broken heart
crying inside
drowning my seLf
so i could die
because my Life
cheated me
and Leave me with nothing
but here i am stiLL Loving you