Today like most, no matter what I try to do
I feel so blue and lost without you
You, the one my soul has searched for
who will love and guard me evermore

I've been trying so long to make it through
that I feel shattered and ripped in two
My spirit is torn and broken
and most feelings and needs go unspoken

I've been wandering so long
That my road now feels so weary
the deep sense of sadness lingers
and leaves me isolated and teary

Belief in God helps me find a way
through the fear and sadness that comes my way
I'm certain that he has a plan for me
Other than this misery

I wish to find my destiny
But fear has a hold on me
and clouds what my heart can see
reminding me of each injury

But today I feel so alone and blue
Desperately hoping to be delivered to you
Knowing I'm somehow in the wrong place
If I cannot cherish your soul or see your face

I feel a love inside of me
that was meant to love eternally
Maybe its me you were meant to forever cherish
please rescue me soon before I perish

Though I'm not special in any way that I can see
I know somehow you'll have love for me
that comes from somewhere deep inside
where all your hopes and emotions reside

I know that life is rarely fair
I've felt its pain and its sadness
Finally I dream of feeling its joy and gladness
to feel forever in your loving care.

My happiness will be the moments we share

©  James T. Adair