I'm 16 yrs old,  I'm in love with my uncle (his 29 yrs old in my father side) I know it wasn't right but I can't stop hurting myself to love him. He married ( my cousin in my mother side) 5yr's married to my cousin and have 3 children. He been my uncle, best friend and my diary for almost 6yr's we know that we like each other more than that. Though we haven't seen each other much because he lives's in abroad, but since we have allot in common we easily love and like each other. I feel in comfort when I was around him and no one can understand me as much as he does. He feels the same but I feel to much now and I can't let go I've tried so many times but its seen unbreakable being without him and I can't see myself with anyone else because of the fact that I love him. I feel so messed and so guilty to in love with someone that I'm not supposed to be in love we spoke allot of other ways that we will be live together but it almost a fantasy never to be in reality I started to accept the fact that I supposed to be because of the impossibility in what we feel.... please give me some advice

thank you!