 | Its amazing isnt it..
how one day, you can be sitting there.. casually talking to the person you talk to pretty much everyday.
Normal monday, nothing different, talking about deadly compasses..
The next tuesday.. second period.. it was announced that that person you had been talking to the day b4,
the one you talk to everyday, is suddenly gone. Hung himself.
at first.. it seems unreal, and quite upsetting. the whole day, is just nothing.
then.. you start to get a little angry, but when you do, you start to feel bad.
He left, without saying goodbye. Probably didnt even think what affect it would have on the entire school
everyone was affected, whether you knew him or not, he was a classmate, and its just awful
Just 17, a guy who actually had plans for his future. Near and far. A guy, who actually had dreams. And all the sudden, theyre all gone
And then you wonder.. What if.. what if i would had just said something different to him that very day i talked to him.. just somthing that maybe.. maybe would make him think..
ooh james....
James Dean Williams
October 5, 1989----- April 9, 2007
*Edit* (9-13-07)
So.. his parents came in yesterday..
we had a memorial service for him.. before school..
i didnt know they would be there..
i walked into the gym..
full of about 100 of my classmates
and it was dead silent..
everyone.. quiet.. held together..
and then they walk in
his whole family
and everyone just looses it
its unimaginalbe what they have went through
they held together pretty good..
untill the end..
when his father lost it..
it was awful..
everyone had lost it
it ran over..
it was supposed to be just b4 skool
but it ended up going into 2nd period
it was rough..
todays the funeral..
maybe.. that will help..
*Edit* (9-14-07)
so.. the funeral was yesterday..
it was hard..
there were so many ppl there..
i couldnt handle it.
but. he would of been happy that his funeral was on friday the 13th,
bc.. well, its james. and things like that make him happy..
ha. they were telling stories.. and there was this one that made me laugh..
wen he was little..he had gotten in trouble.. and his mom went after him..
and he turned around. put his hands up in there air to say stop.. and was like, 'mom, dont you think you should pray about this first?!'
and that just made me laugh..
what was really upsetting was them putting his body in the hearse..
no 17 year old kid should ever have to ride in a hearse..
no 17 year old kid should have to be put in a whole in the ground..
there were so many people there..
and it was such a small church.. it was packed..
and.. i cant stop thinking about him..
who am i going to talk to about deadly compasses?
or how crazy ms toney is?
:sigh:
ill miss him.. |  |
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