Sun comes through the window 
and softly touches my pale skin
a smile shows in my face.

Mom knocks in the door and comes in
with a big gift. Is my birthday.

"Happy Bithday!" ahe announces with a big grin 
as she sits on the edge of my bed,
she's waiting for me to say something
but i just lay there still, 

She grabs the note that's clunched in my hand, 
her smile fades as she reads careful each line,
with every word killing her inside.

"I couldn't take this any longer,
it was just too much pain.
Im sorry that i cause you sorrow
but this was just a better way"

Tears build up in her eyes 
as she sees the emty bottle right by my side,
a tear falls to my pillow without making a sound.

She hugs me and cry's
and show's me all the love she never showed when i was alive

"I love you sweetheart!" she says with a broken voice

"I Love you too mom..!"