You're terrified,
Wondering if anyone has found out,
About your past,
Your present,
Your future which will soon come.
The feelings of warmth,
No longer inside you,
All these whispers haunting you,
Lurking towards you,
Tearing you down,
Breaking everything you have tried to build up.
You're about to let go,
Give into the whispers.
Until one day,
One "special" day,
These terrifying feelings you have,
Become your warmth,
Your sense of strength,
Not so much as weakness anymore,
But more like power.
You realize once it's all over,
It wasn't that you were terrified,
It's that you wanted to feel something,
Anything,
Instead of nothing at all.