I started to trust him i was starting to put my gard down Man i should of never done that I have nothing now my family hates me My friends dont want anything to do with me And i was finaly started to trust again Well to late now there is nothing anyone can do for me all i have to say is just let me go let me fly into the heavens let me see the white lights because he was all i had left and he fucked it up and now he knows why i cant trust people you know i was falling in love with him too What am I 12 love isn't real love is a fantisy so as i write this in anger because i found out Something that i am sure he didnt want me to find out all i can say is that just let me go its going to be hard but you will get through it oh wait you have another girl one the side so i am sure your over it well over me by the way THANK YOU for curing me of my absetion with LOVE you really helped because now all i have is my faith and i know in the end it will ALWAYS BE THERE FOR ME LIKE YOU SAID YOU WOULD SORRY YOU LOST THE BEST THING IN YOUR LIFE OH AND BY THE WAY I DID LOVE YOU BUT NOT ANYMORE YOU BROKE MY HEART AND DID A NICE LITTLE DANCE ON IT TOOO SO THANK YOU