We were friends, friends till the end
We have earned this of one another
We cherished each other, Respected each other
Connected in ways others rejected
We were not the subject for perfection
But, we had no laws of affection
Until that day you become overprotective
Which made me believe this friendship was incorrect
I started to connect every word, action, or smile
As more than reflected , I was so misdirected
The change was so unexpected
I felt us unconnect , redirection was about to begin
I went in so unprotected, but I thought I felt the connection
I Didn’t think I was not in this all alone
This friendship just went there, reassurance is what I want to hear
“Lets just select a few” ,he said, just for now, Do you agree?
In time everyone will see, see this love of ours
This just went in another change of direction
There were so many signals that I could have detected
I injected myself with this suspect
Why can I not, just let it all be.
Maybe childhood neglect, or maybe even my own negligents.
Either way its safe to say, with all do respect
This man did not love me, Not the way I did him
I wreaked this whole friendship
What have I done, wait I am not in this alone
I was rejected by the man I selected
But he was the one who never chose to redirect it
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