 | To make the long story short. I met someone about 5 years ago on the internet. Neither of us was planning to find someone they will like, just friends. But we started liking each other in a few days. He is 12 years older than me. We decided to meet each other, I live in the US and he in Europe. For different reasons (family problems, money), we couldn't get together. 2 1/2 years after we talked for the first time, we fought and stopped the plans of seeing each other. Our friendly relationship suffered for a year or so. Later again we started liking each other (maybe we couldn't forget each other), so again we planned to meet. Finally This past December 2006, I went to see him (after almost 5 years). My and his intention was for me to just see that I won't really have a future with him, but when I saw him, all the old feelings came rushing back and we were inseparable for the 10 days that I stayed with him. A few days before I came back he told me that he knew I wasn't going to be with him in the long run, that he wanted me to be happy and he couldn' offer me much. I was truly happy with him and his family, haven't felt like that in ages. Now I am here again and I think of him constantly, sometimes I think he doesn't like me enough to try for us to be together, but I also understand that a long distance relationship would be hard for both of us. I don't mind, but he does. I'm trying to go out with other people, but I keep thinking about him. I can say that he is my first real love. Some people tell me to forget about him, others have told me to make it work. I'm kind of tired though of trying and trying and seeing that he doesn't really want to put any effort in it. I'm sad sometimes because I know we both could be happy together, but we are not together. I'm not sure if we would ever be. What do you people think about this? I'm 22 and he is 34 now. |  |
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