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Just a Ranting

By Jlynn
02.12.2007
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	Loneliness, sickness… tired of people’s inconsiderateness. Sometimes I feel as though I have the world cradled in my hands – but it is just like me not to understand that the role I play is a limited one because I cannot save every single one. I cannot save everyone. I need to stop feeling as though it is all my fault that another soul wanders lost. I need to stop taking responsibility for emotionally feeling other people’s pain – it is theirs, not mine to obtain. The responsibilities I’ve taken upon myself – emotionally and physically are strangling me – they seem to be trying to kill me, trying to make me bleed or scream or something. I’m terrified and angrified. These emotions are making me scream in a silent rage – someone hold me please before something bad escapes me and unleashes itself. Please hold me tightly until this rage subsides and maybe when it does… maybe I’ll feel safe and cry. Once again my voice wasn’t heard. I have to be strong and hold it in on my own. On my own. I am strong and I can do this – I have confidence, but then I feel so weak and terrified… I’m so alone – nobody even knows this horrific battle bludgeoning within me. I wrote this a long time ago and after visiting some of my past I decided to post it. If anyone is going through this, I want to let you know that although it doesn't seem like it now, you WILL get through whatever you are going through.

candy12

220 days ago Reply

Hello,
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Thanks, excepting to receive your reply soon.
Miss. Naomi.

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