This is Torn.It has been longer than a calender year in which I have written on this website, or talked to anyone from here.
It has been a year since the first boyfriend I ever really had broke up with me.
It has been nine months since I missed him.
It has been two years sinceI had affections for my best friend- my soul mate, I'm certain- Curtis.
Its has been almost a year since his first true love left him broken hearted, and alone.
It has been four months that we have been together officially.
It will be nine months before I can hold him in my arms again.
But still....time seems to go on.
I havent written a poem in ages- and as time went on, I forgot my native tongue,my own home language.
I forgot who I was, what Im good at, what I loved and hated...
and yet...its all been a part of the journey.
I am back to writing. Because I have come to realize it is how I live, how I felland express when no words can be said and no one is close enough to hear.
Forgive me, brothers and sisters, for forgetting how beautiful words are. Forgive me for turning my back to what brings me joy. For it has been a long time for me....and Im so glad to be home. <3