You were all up in my mind

"I just couldn’t
think"

When we were alone

"I just couldn’t
speak"

When we’d walk I’d stumble

“Because my knees were weak”

Without you next to me I
couldn’t dream

“Because I couldn’t sleep”

When I wanted to tell you
something I wouldn’t I couldn’t

I thought shouldn’t cause i
shy

And I didn’t know why

I had these butterflies
flapping inside

Like a crowd cheering just
clapping inside

What happened to me?

Every night you were in my
dreams

And when I woke up I felt you
were next me

Why when a love song came on

I began to sing?

Why when I saw couples
thought of you and me?

And it made me wonder

Did I ever cross your mind
like you did in mine?

Because you would crossed
mine like tic tac toe

or tic toc round the clock
mode in my mind

From when I woke till I laid
my head for rest

And even then you were in my
dreams when I’d sleep

It's hard to explain how you
made me feel

When I didn't even know how I
was feeling

I was just a scarecrow
chilling

trying scare everything away
from you

That’s why I asking you

Do you still love me

Or now even more?

Sometimes do you even morn?

And wonder why were you even
born?...

I loved your past, present,
and what you’d be

I just hoped in the end you’d
end up with me

I know I was young skipping
through daisies so call me crazy

Because then i would’ve
gotten on one knee

Pulled out a open box with a
diamond ring

And asked you on spot make
your heart stop

That’s what you meant to me

Still wondering why left me

Screaming lord why do you
test me

From the beginning I knew

It wasn’t gonna to be easy to
keep them off you

But I guess in the end I just
couldn’t stop you

If I could ask you just one
thing it would be

did i keep real?

if you were hurt did i make
easier to for you heal?

how did i make you feel when
you'd get a new poem

ready to open just hoping
you'd like it because if you didnt

you know I'd rewrite it how
did i make you feel

whens sometimes I'd hide it
just for you to find it

how did that make you feel?
how did i make you feel?

how did you want to feel?