I have been best friends with this guy at highschool. We did everything together, spend weekends together. We became friends because he helped me through my ex boyfriend moving overseas and i was finding it hard to get over. He helped me through that, and began to like me, he eventually one day told me he had feelings for me. At the time i didnt have any feelings for him what so ever & i told him but he was extremely disappointed. We still spent a lot of time together, but when we got drunk in the weekends, stuff happened. And the next morning i regretted it. This happened on numerous occasions. We always ended up not speaking for 2 or 3 weeks, and then the same thing would happen again, it was one big cycle. In the last few months i have really started to like him, and have told him, but he doesnt reply to anything nor talk to me. Its weird and i have no clue of what to do. He doesnt want to contact me, and i really love him. I cant stop thinking about him. Its driving me crazy. I really miss him so so much. I feel like iv lost so much right now. Hes recently become very close frends with my best girl mate, and i absolutely hate it, i am extremely jealous of her, and its ruining that friendship i had with her. I have no idea what to do, please help.