The pain of lose, throbbing and pulsing in me

I just want to hide, but there is no place to flee

Not back to your once loving arms, to that grace

Seeking the source of this pain, I begin to trace

Through those once happy memories, they now taste of ash

Those last words, cutting myself, each one a barbed lash

In that moment I knew to me you will always be a stranger

How could I trust you, to place my heart in that danger?

Nothing left of me, I gave it up all to you

No longer trying to piece my life together, I'm born anew

You say you left me, but it was I who was able to get free

You call for me, to come back, it sounding like just a pathetic plea

No longer yours, no longer a slave of this selfish love

Now I am free to be myself, wings have returned to this dove