Must be perfect

got to be perfect

If I just lost a few more pounds

grew out my hair a little.

I could be perfect

I could be able to concentrate on other things

But I cant do that till im perfect.

Cant get good grades

till my ass can fit on the chair.

Cant get a boyfriend

Till guys can fit theyre arms around my waist

Im not perfect till size 0

Size zero is the goal

5 more sizes to go

You can do it

She believes in you

When you get hungry

Just pop another diet pill

paint your nails

put a padlock on the kitchen door

drink some more

make you happy

makes you full

anything but hungry

need clothes that dont look like they could be a bedsheet

need a clear mind

she wanted you to take those diet pills

she led you there to buy them because you need to lose weight

she told you to buy them

dont eat.

cant eat.

WONT EAT

not for anything

I dont care if the first shot tonight makes me tipsy

or if im blacked out by halfway.

I will not eat

WONT EAT

DONT EAT

CANT EAT

lets play a game,

okay, one bite of that pizza and you will die.

A brutal, ugly, FAT death.

Theyll put you in a piano box

and itll be closed casket cuz no one would want to see your ugly FAT face/

Assuming anyone would even come

you fucken boyfriend snatcher.

Does it make you feel better?

To be wanted more then your best friend??

Youre such a whore.

Burn in fucking hell/

Maybe Ill get a break from this hell frozen over

shit town we call fort smith.