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Can Someone Plz Help Me?

By swansalways
12.12.2006
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	My name's kimberly and I adore this guy... we met a long time ago... like a year ago. Anyway. I adore him. I think i'm in love. Problem is he lives so far away and i talked to him for a couple of hours! Thats it... i'll tell you what happened... I met him, only because i kept getting told he adored me. He'd came down once before i met him. Anyway. I just constantly catch him starin at me. He sat in the middle of the road and stared (I skateboard and he was watching me). I actually worked up the courage to sit next to him and talk to him since he didn't have the courage to come and say hello... and he was so sweet...he had his arm around me... and he looked into my eyes constantly... he said that he couldn't believe i'd never had a boyfriend before my dad kept telling me to go inside but i didn't listen and when i did go in i got in trouble. The next day i went to skool and came outside to see him after skool. He asked me how my day was and seemed interested in listening. And asked if i got in trouble from talking to him... which i did. Before he left he hugged me goodbye and smiled at me. And I gave him my number. He said "sweet." Throughout the year i dind't see him his best friends niece (which was why he came down they were visiting his friends family.) I asked when he was coming bak he said he didn't noe. He never called me. But he asked for my number again like 7 months later. I'd asked for his earlier and he said he couldn't give me his. I also had my first boyfriend. HE CAME BACK THE NEXT DAY! He wanted to talk to me and his niece came and said "ash(the dude i like) is back!" i told her i had a bf. As i went inside he smiled at me. And i sorta strolled away. Inside. She must've told him because when i saw him out later he ignored me and just stared at me in disbelief and he looked sad... heartbroken... the look i had when he hurt me all the times i tried to get in touch with him. And guess what happened three days later my bf dumped me i could've been with him! Talked to him, what i'd longed to do for the time he wasn't there. Asked what happened why he didn't call me.... And now I feel like nothing in the world matters then to find a way to get him to know i care... I could talk to his friends niece but she's a brat and she's always cruel to my sister. I don't trust her. I wrote a letter for him and i want to give it to her to give to him but i can't because i believe she'd read it... what good would that do? She probably wouldn't even give it to him. So i'm planning to wait for his friend to come back to talk to him about it... or hope and wait for him to come back (if he ever does) and pour my heart out to him. Please can someone give some advice... i need to know what to do.... should i just give up or is it worth trying to get who i believe is the guy of my dreams... my SOULMATE...

EvandersGirl4ev

707 days ago Reply

i believe that if u truly think u love this guy and that u guys belong together, then theres nothing stopping u, eventually his friend or the guy u like will come back, and when he does u let him know that him not talkin to u was unfair and that u had to move on somehow, and that u still love him =]

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