Broken.

I am so broken, I don’t know where
to turn, or what to do.

I kept thinking I was following
God, hearing his voice, but every time I did that, I fell even harder

Everytime someone wrongs me, straight
out and on purpose, they not only get away with it, but they seem to be
rewarded for it, EVERYTIME.

However, whenever I do good
things, and try to care for others, and what think is right, I get cut down at
EVERY TURN.

Where is the reason?

Where is the justice?

WHY won’t God step in.

I am quickly losing my will to
even get back up again, because I feel that the minute I raise my face, I will
simply get smacked down again.

I NEED SOMETHING, but I don’t
know WHAT.

My hope is failing, my heart is
dying.