Hey. don't worry about it. life is about finding one person than moving on to the next. The first person you find is most likely not the one. Last night I screwed myslef over. I broke up with my boyfriend becuase he lives in utah right now and im in AZ. I cant do long distance relationships and he was really stressing me out. I blew up and broke down. Im 16. He's 24. But im madley in love with him. So me and him are working things out for when im 18, im moving in with him in a different state and sometime after that he said he wants to marry me.

You'll find a guy worth staying with you even if you do smoke. The right guy wouldnt care if you smoked or not. Don't chnage your life style to make someone happy. They should accept you for who you are and what you do.

If you ever need to talk, you can email me.

-Stephanie H