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My First Love

By Jenn V.
27.05.2006
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	I met Steven Lynch in October of 2003. I never believed in love at first sight, and then he came along. Everything was so great in the beginning. It was that sparkle, that shine at the start of a relationship. Somehow, as time went by, all that disappeared, along with his love for me. In the beginning, he really did love me.He was ready to do anything for me. And the feeling was mutual. All that changed when others decided to get involved and mess everything up. Sometime around winter, I lost my first true love, and a great friend. My parents did not like him at all, and I was no longer able to be with him. I spend days being depressed and nights, crying. Nothing mattered to me because I didn't have him in my life. I lost everything the day I lost him. Our love didn't stop there. We kept getting back together despite everyone that was trying to get between us. It was one of those things you'd only hear about. A love strong enough to conquer hate. We loved each other so much, but eventually, they were able to destroy that. Everyone's jealousy and hatred overcame out love and commitment. Now, I'm here all alone. I want Steven to come back to me so bad, but he loves someone else now. It's like we never even existed. Like our love was just make believe. I still can't believe that it came to an end, like this. I still love him with all of my heart and I would give anything to have him back in my life, but right now, that just seems so impossible. The girl that he's running after now is just hurting him, but he doesn't see that. He deserves better and even if that's not me, it's okay as long as he is with someone who loves him, although we both know that no one will ever love him the way I do. I wish I still had those beautiful blue eyes looking into mine. I want a second chance to run my fingers through his thick, dark hair. I wonder if he still loves me ...at all? He says he does, but everything he does leads him towards another girl. I'm just not sure what to believe. I want most of all to believe that some day, I will be MRS. STEVEN LYNCH. I hope and pray day after day that it happens. I love you Steven, and you know I ALWAYS will. Sad Blue Eyes *Written by Jenn V.* Submitted by Jenn V.

unknown

2576 days ago Reply

hey girl..in your situation..i think you should move on..because you just told us that he has a new girl right now..i know first love is not that easy to forget..it's not all that..just like a snap..yah..it's hard..

or..you could ask him..asking is not bad..ask your heart..let your heart lead you to the right path..telling someone you love them is not a bad thing..

go do your thing...

Jenn V.

2576 days ago Reply

I really appreciate your comment, ' Unknown ' !

kirsty

2576 days ago Reply

hey hunni!! I jus read ur writing and its carzy bcoz im goin though the same things loves hurt full thing love love my ex so much !! if u wann talk im here its nice 2 talk 2 some1 who is goin thought the same thing trust me darlin keep ya head up xx

kirsty

2576 days ago Reply

hey hunni!! I jus read ur writing and its carzy bcoz im goin though the same things loves hurt full thing I love my ex so much !! if u wanna talk im here its nice 2 talk 2 some1 who is goin thought the same thing trust me darlin keep ya head up xx

Jenn V.

2576 days ago Reply

WOW,it's weird how we're going through the same thing! It hurts, doesn't it? We really should talk!

Katrina

2574 days ago Reply

hey
this is the exact story about me josh. my first love and only. we went out for two years and it just ended like that. so quickly. we were perfect. one day everyhting was great and then the next he sed he liked my closest friend megan. it hurt my feelings so much. I hope you will be mrs. steven lynch.
I hope to become mre josh reid. I love joshua and we have been apart for two years. all I want to say to you is hang on in there you will get him soon.

Jenn V.

2573 days ago Reply

I really, really do appreciate the comments of everyone, and Katrina, thanks for give such an up - lifting comment! We should both keep faith and as long as we believe, we'll end up with the one we love. I hope you get Joshua back, and everything between you guys works out just fine.

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