 | Submitted by shame
Here's the thing, about 3 years ago, a new boy went to my shcool. he wasn't that much beautiful or amazing, just a boy with something especial, I don't know why. I never talked to him, just look ate him. My friend told me that everytime i pass by he just look at me, but everyone who was with me notice that, even me.I don't know, maybe it was because I was too much young but I started to dream about him... I just thought about him, I just saw him, I was addicted to his eyes, his eyes were so beautiful, when he looked at me... I just ... Explode when he went away I cried, I tried eveytinhg and more just to see him, I scremed his name everynight, 3 years pass by and I went to his school, my Gosh! See him it just kills me now. I don't know why, it was the first time that I felt like this, I've tried to date with other boys but I just see his face in my head, everything that I writte is for him, I'm addicted to him, I'm just... dead. I know that all of this is a strange thing, I know that you think that I'm crazy "what she's doing here?" well, I'm here because I just need help, I'm in this situation since 2002, and I can't stop thinking of him, I'm just lost. I call this love at firs sight, obcession about a boy that don't even know my name, that don't even know me...
I’m hooked on you
I need a fix, I can’t take it
Just one more hit
I promise I can deal with it
I’ll handle it, quit it
Just one more time, then that’s it
Just a little bit more to get me through this
sorry abou this... |  |