that's very sad

I know how you feel that exact smae thing happened to me you can never get over that person or stop thinking bout him no matter what you do.

Say that you was in love with a guy that made you feel real good.this guy became the father of you kids(s).during the pregnacy you kind of lost touch. He comes back around close to your due date. you notice that it's not the same but you try to make it work, because you still love him, and you would like to be a family. but he is a different person. he only comes around you after midnight(after the clubs closed), but you don't see him every night or every other night. how would you get him to act as a family with you and the kid(s)

^^ that is exactly why i just left my girlfriend. after 2 and a half years of living together, it just wasnt the same. i had a decision to make, neither of which good.
do i leave her and have us both suffer for a while?
or do i stay, and have us both suffer for god knows how long?

i think i made the right one... i hope i did.