life being bi is really hard. every time i turn around my mom wants me to die. she hates me to death! I hate her too. she doesn't understand that I love a girl! why can't she beleive in me why can't she see that i am happy only it's

Hey baby I know we don't really talk that much and we don't really hang out. I just want you to know that I love you. And this you should believe because you know that I don't like saying it unless I mean it and I don't like people saying it to me unless they mean it.

You prepare for something or someone you love to die but when it happens you don't know how to deal with it. Then you get over it soon. But when somebody talks about it you start thinking about it again.