My heart, it actually aches...it feels like the worst pain I have ever experienced in mylife...and its like it won't go away...it will never go away
and tbh I can not cry anymore...I have cried so much

I joined a thearte group, an I have been going for nearly 2 years know!! I remeber when I first ever went the very first day, the day I met the guy of my dreams, but a dream of mine to never come true. I have spent most of my life being mistreated by guys, cheated on used.

Well when I was younger I was soo close to my gran and as I got older she passed away and then my dad left!! but after that I greew sooo close to my mum!!! (And I was obssede any man I cam in contact with wanted to hurt me).