I am in love with what i used to hate , i am in the arms of the one i used to run away from, i go to sleep to the voice of who i used to stay awake to.
Hurt is a pain which my heart is addicted to and

i would do anything for you to feel the way you used to , i would do anything to hear you laugh on my not so funny jokes . i would do anything to hear you say i want to talk to you . staring at my phone , waiting

Pieces of my heart hold hurt in their soul and cry out any life left in them in its tears . silent and empty moments filled with broken promises ; is where loneliness lives with me . Numb and cold memories have become the meaning to my love and meaningless