It was like yesterday, how he stared deep into my eyes. Jake and I had been freinds for the longest possible it takes for anyone to stand by you in life. I first met jake living in my hometown in Arizona, we were 4. It's been a long time...

So I finally ended up telling this guy how I felt not exactly face to face, but I had him read this story. He said he felt like a big jerk while he was reading this, and we later on talked on aim and and he told me he was very sorry about everything, he didn't know what else to say, but that he never meant to hurt me in that way.

Love is pain
Love is gain
Love is torture
And Love is fortune