I have had a lot of that has happened in my life where I wish that I could go back and change but just learned to accept it and move on. But if I could go back on one thing in my life with God forgiveness is ever allowing you to come into my life. I was fine with the seven years you wasn't around but at my lowest peak that I thought at the time you were the only one that seemed to be there although I was surrounded by everyone. I had no one to turn to and I felt you took me in.

I don't know what it was about you that caught me wrapped up in thoughts
I thought about you everyday of every second
I couldn't wait for the day to be over so I could see you
When I saw you I got my breath literally taken away

What am I suppose to do
How much longer can I take of your bullsh*t
I beat myself up trying to come up with solutions to make you feel happy constantly
Do you have any idea what I do for you