This will be my last Christmas that I will spend with you
I’m going up to the stars I don’t know what I will do
I’ve been ill for along time and I’ve gone through a lot of pain
But I will spend this final Christmas with you, even if it rains

I almost forgot what it was like to smile
Because I haven’t done a real one in a while
The smile you see I’m always faking
That heart you see was almost breaking

Can you remember the day you left me?
I will always remember that little disagree
Thats was the beginning of the end
I wasnt just losing a lover I was losing a friend