She feels lonely at times needs some love pitiful how a person so alone can believe so much and forget about lies and its existence because their so alone inside desperate to find someone in the outside. You see a normal person but if you saw inside you would realize how dead her soul is.

Push the trigger next to my head; lay me down beside my bed.
Kiss my dreams a sweet goodbye; I hope that one day all of you die
I’ll slit my wrist I’ll close my eyes, no one knew that I was alive
Thick red lines across my arm, I never wanted to cause any harm