I am so proud my Baby,how you grew!
I am so happy, with everything you do!
We went trough so much pain and grief,
I trusted you and now I see,how you
...

How can I be nice to you?
Why ask if in return you can not do?
I tried it in so many ways to resurrect whatever's dead
I only can be checking you

My head is fool of scary thoughts.
I wake at night and feel like ghost.
I hope you're truthful as can be
you can't again abandon me...