I try to hide my pain so no one else will have to deal with it. I recently stopped cutting after i had been doing it for almost 4 years. yah. i know a long time. but i got caught so i didnt have a choice but i guess thats just how things have to be. i did it to try to make the pain inside me go away. and it worked. temporarily. im so confused about stuff right now. but neway now i write instead of cut so ya.
just a broken girl
living in a lonely world
reminded everyday with reasons to give up
and she really wants to be tough
sometimes i wish i could just erase the past
start over with happiness that would always last
there are so many things in my life i wish i could forget
so that im not left with any regret
i want to forget you
but thats not something my heart will let me do
because thoughts of you are what its clinging to
how could you leave after everything we went through
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