The Pain And Agony Of That One Word.
The Word Of Lividness, Deceit, and Hatered.
Cheating, Lying, Unfaithfullness.
Why Do You Not Believe? This Is The Truth
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I wish this were different,it just felt like a lie.
I knew it was your fault,how? I don't know why.
It hurts me to feel, for you I wasn't enough
You made me feel like crap, I'm taking it too rough.
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when I need someone to lean on, you are never there.
when I need to tell you something, you dont even care.
you tell me over and over that you love me dearly,
I know you dont,I see it clearly.
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