i have done it all
ive cried ive cut ive lied
but nothing mattered 
as you were still there in my head
you were what made me feel trapped in bed
I LIED FOR YOU
I CRIED BECAUSE OF YOU
I CUT TO FORGET YOU
but nothing mattered
because you were still there
why did you stick around to hurt me
i never treated you unfair
why couldnt you just let me be free
well it doesnt matter now
because im happy again somehow
why do you still go where i go
i never knew you'd scoop so low
why do you still text my phone
why wont you just leave us alone
i love him carnt you see
i love him just let us be
i love him carnt you see
i love him and you are dead to me