why? why did you have to ruin my faith in you. you were supposed to save me.
it could've been so so perfect.
but now when you tell me i'm beautiful all i can think of is her face, her hair, her body.
why couldnt i have been born, looking like that. then you would have wanted me more for sure.
i am so much more than she will ever be. yet why?!
i wanted to shake you so hard, make you come home with me, stop the madness.
but you told me you didn't want me anymore, you were in love with her. and i had always known this day would come.
why? why did she have to know you first? i wanted that innocent love, the untainted. but i had come far too late.
many lie. many hurt. special victims.
darling, i gave you everything she did, but more. why couldn't you shake the hold she had over your soul?
i bled tears for you and me.
you tell me you and her are done now. you hold me tight, you whisper "it's all over, sorry so sorry"
something about this seems familiar...
i believe you because my core tells me to never let go. i haven't felt this before.
do you understand? you say you do...