I put on a happy face even he can not see that in side im dieing bleeding waiting to be free i no longer know who i am for im who thay want me to be when they are here ill smile and pretend but when they are gone my tears do fall I feel so alone who am I im his wife their mother others friends but noone all the same for none of them know me the real me for they want me to be what they see so the real me dies a little more each day as i become the one thay want and as i become the one thay want i lose the person i was and start to hate my seif even more