2008-01-28

 I saw your picture yesterday i cant explain the feeling that i got. One part of me whispered good thing im through with you but my heart screamed who am i kidding im still in love with you. We dont talk we arnt even friends. Sometimes i wish we.. could just pretend. Forgive but dont forget let go but dont regret. I've tryed my best to be strong i know what you did was wrong. Apart of me is waiting to cry because ive tryed my best not to die. Im forced to lie when i look people in the eye nd try honestly to say that im truely over this guy. Well the seconds turned into minutes and the minutes turned into hours so im going to stop writting now because i have nothing else to say but maybe ill figure this out hopefully another day! </3