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what do i believe?

By itriedsohard
04.04.2007
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	okay so me and this guy are really close [he is like my bestfriend]before we used to talk on the phone for hours and I feel like we really got to know eachother. we work together so that is how we meet when i first met him we joked around and he was like oh you owe me a date and i was like okay in a joking way. after that we were still close when i realize oh snaps i must like him. he must have found out because the way we acted i felt that he liked me too so i made a move but he was like oh sorry i am not trying to lead you on. after that i was mad and didnt talk to him for a while just to cope but out of nowhere he starts talking to me again and we get really close. after becoming real close again we decided to hang out. he picks me up and we drive to the mall where we go shopping. throughout the shopping trip we would playfully bump or touch eachother and he was so nice he waited for me while i tried on clothes and held my jacket when i was changing so i didnt have to put it on the floor. so we decided to leave the mall we sat in the parking lot for a while thinking of something to do. he would play with my hair and even held and played with my hands and we just sat there talking about what to do.after about 10 of that we went to eat where he was so determined to pay but i fought and paid and he was like next time it is my treat. after lunch we wanted to go bowling but the alley was reserved for a tournament he decides we go to the park where we drive around for a bit then park in an empty parking lot overlooking the lake. i get out to feed the ducks and walk on the dock he was sitting in the car looking at me. as soon as i got back into the car we started talking again and he turned to me and started to run his fingers through my hair and telling me he didnt want me to do something i didnt want to. we sat in silence for a while when he leans over and starts to kiss me of course that is what i wanted so i kissed back we made out and everything. after he drove me home and that was our night. but after that he has been acting strange i mean we still talk and joke but i can feel that he has changed like i am a stranger to him. just today we left work together and i sat in his car while he was telling me stuff and we still talk on the phone and at work we always catch eachother looking and we both look away sometimes we make funny faces at eachother and our customers would look at us. i just dont know what to believe. does he like me? or i am leading myself to hurt again. i mean he knows things about me no one else knows and vise versa. he is my best friend and he even told me once on the phone i love you but that was when i was yelling at him about something he said it and i played it off like a joke. i want him and i want to be happy but i dont want to fall for him if there is nothing there. i mean actions speak louder than words. HELP PLEASE SAVE ME FROM ANOTHER BROKEN HEART.

karlacg

791 days ago Reply

ok.. so you guys do know each other a lot from what am reading i really think he does like you but he maybe just think that u wont respond to his love.. how can he kiss you and not love you??? how can he play around with you like that its like flirtin but in a SPECIAL WAY... even though he seems like dont care, he probably dont want to make a mistake, like ruined you friendship since you guys are best friend, once you ge to date that friendship relation will just go away and turn into something else like hate even though you guys love each other. mm why dont you tell him what you feel for him??? do u think he will take it as a joke?.. try telling him what u feel and see what happens there is 50 and 50 chance.. :)

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karla!

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