here is that feeling once again of being used
to be taken advantage of when i am sleeping
that feeling of being held down as you take
what you wanted from me
now when i am around anyone i shake
because i dont know if it will happen again
i just cant seem to shake that feeling
no way to erase the nightmare
i so want to forget
wishing id never trusted you
i dotn want to be here any longer
so i can finally cease the feeling of being used
so many memories that i had long forgotten
and no matter how hard i try
i cant make it go away
i just want to rid myself from all this pain
to never return again